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I’m not handling death very well right now.
Two of my close friends from high school both passed away yesterday, September 1st, 2014. While I had drifted apart from both of them these past few years, it doesn’t make the pain hurt any less. I’m not here to dwell on the pain, but I am going to type it out as a sort of, release.
I wish that we had stayed closer during the years after high school, but I guess that’s life, isn’t it?
I have a very heavy feeling in my heart at the current moment. I can’t imagine the pain that both of these beautiful and wonderful young women were going through. Each of their different nature. One, taken from us by a disease that makes you fight to the very end. The other, makes you fight your inner most demons and in this case, the demons won.
I will never know the fight, drive, and bravery that Tara went through while fighting cystic fibrosis.
I will never know exactly what demons Taylor was struggling to fight every day.
All I do know is that both of these women were dedicated, strong, amazing, and so positive throughout their lives.
I will fight and persevere through life, knowing that I have them along with me, to give me support, strength, and love. Every step of the way.
I love you both. I am so happy that neither of you has to fight and struggle anymore. I hope you’ve found peace. Watch over me and the rest of our friends. We’ll always need you by our sides.
Rest easy, Tara and Taylor. I’ll see you again someday.
I just don’t feel good enough for anyone.
Sometimes I get very worried that I’m going to end up alone.